Things are still about the same, except for the 100 degree weather. I hurt every single day, can't sleep due to pain, and am having painful BH contractions. They are not supposed to be painful, but I beg to differ! I think I have pulled 2 more ligaments in my abdomen from driving and turning to check my blind spot.
At this point, I just want to meet this beautiful little girl and see B's reaction the first time she meets her! That is the only thing that keeps me going! I just CANNOT wait to experience that. The room is about as done as it is gonna get these days because I can't go out to look for the final decor and touches myself, and I am ok with that! Yep, you heard right, I am actually ok with something not being completely organized and ready the way I want it! J got the cradle down and I fixed the bedding on it! We can't even organize our room with the cradle and chair because I borrowed my sister's queen air mattress to sleep on since our bed is not firm enough and causes more back pain, so our room is full. J is doing a wonderful job keeping up with everything even though I know that I may not make him feel like it at times! He runs all the errands, does the dishes, cooks, cleans house, entertains B, and just about anything I leave on the to-do list including having to go get make-up when I ran out! I know he is getting worn down, but we are both hanging in there because we know the awesome payoff we get out of all of this in several weeks!
I am definitely at the point where people stare at you like you are about to give birth to a child in front of them.
This is my little rant since I can't actually say these things to people's faces:
Yes, I am big.
Yes, it is sweltering outside,
Yes, I waddle like a duck.
No, you don't have to stare like I am a circus side show.
Yes, it may be getting close to the date to some people, but it seems like eternity to me.
Yes, I know "things could be worse", but if I hear that phrase one more time I am liable to knock someone's lights out!
To strangers - No, I am not due any minute, but thanks for letting me know how you think I look!
Yes, I am a tad (well, more than a tad) cranky these days, but no sleep, pains everyday, chasing a 2 year old around that is just as stubborn as yourself, and not able to do much for yourself can kinda do that to a person!
I think I am done now! :)
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